What you are facing now is not because God dislikes you, it is because God believes in you and is preparing you for some important work.
"All blessings come to us through our Lord. He will teach us, for in beholding His life we find that He is the best example." - Theresa of Avila
"To have courage for whatever comes in life - everything lies in that."
"Pain is never permanent."
Revelation 21:4-5 - I heard a voice thunder from the Throne: “Look! Look! God has moved into the neighbourhood, making his home with men and women! They’re his people, he’s their God. He’ll wipe every tear from their eyes. Death is gone for good—tears gone, crying gone, pain gone—all the first order of things gone.”
Living in Grace